Last Saturday we were having our typical busy weekend. In the midst of it all Tommy declared the day Super Bowl Eve.

Technically he was correct and with all of the hype it felt like a special day.

Funny how the build up to things is sometimes almost as big as the actual day.

For me, tonight is CT scan Eve. Not nearly as fun or exciting, but just as stressful.

I could tell you that I am 100% certain it will be fine and I am completely chill about the whole thing.

But that would be a lie.

I am not worried. I am more uncertain that I want to do this again, and certainly not ready to hear that cancer is back.

I am preparing for good news – good news means another 6 months of just living and not worrying.

That’s my plan and I’m sticking to it.