Figuring it out

After living the last year with a cancer diagnosis I am never surprised when things change. The last few weeks have been different in that doing the daily day-to-day has become difficult. There is the ongoing pain, mostly in the joints of my legs, knees and feet,...

Sitting in the dark

I’m sitting here in a dark hotel room with my 12 year old son snuggled up to me. It’s quiet and I’m awake. I’m always awake. But that’s okay. I’m thinking about how I wish I had spent more time walking or on the treadmill yesterday...

I love having cancer

I love having cancer – I really do. You know why? Because it truly puts everything into perspective. I have spent over a year fighting, being sick, living with pain, surgeries, toxic medications and hospital visits, and I can honestly state that I am very happy....