I talk a lot about figuring it out, doing what you dream, and taking a moment to notice life around you. I am finding lately that I can do that, but that there is also this inner anxiety developing in my heart. What that is about I am not sure, but when I realize that Frank’s testing date is drawing near, and things may be changing even more in the next few months, I can appreciate that it might be causing me some stress.
But when I try to pin it down, and remember my belief in the life journey, and the path that I am following, I sometimes feel as though I am not in quite the right place right now, as if I have deviated from the path somehow, and I am not sure how to get back to it. It is hard when I think I know what I want to do with myself, but I am just not sure how to get there at the moment.
Patience is what I need, and patience is sometimes in short supply. It is not that I am not able to be patient; I think I just want to know what I am supposed to do with my life. And where I am supposed to do it.
And for that, I am impatient.
I am hoping to write the next book, but I can’t seem to get it going right now. Instead, I really want to focus on the workshop for people that have lived a life trauma, and are trying to restart their life, with a new direction. I am on a new direction, and I want others to feel that impact of life when you find a direction that makes sense.
Now if I can just make sure I can make sense of my own direction.
I hope that life is being kind to you all right now – I think with so many changes occurring in people’s lives we all need a little kindness. Make sure you take your moment today, and to send some kindness in others directions.