Some Days I Just Don’t Know

I talk a lot about figuring it out, doing what you dream, and taking a moment to notice life around you.  I am finding lately that I can do that, but that there is also this inner anxiety developing in my heart.  What that is about I am not sure, but when I realize that Frank’s testing date is drawing near, and things may be changing even more in the next few months, I can appreciate that it might be causing me some stress.

But when I try to pin it down, and remember my belief in the life journey, and the path that I am following, I sometimes feel as though I am not in quite the right place right now, as if I have deviated from the path somehow, and I am not sure how to get back to it.  It is hard when I think I know what I want to do with myself, but I am just not sure how to get there at the moment.

Patience is what I need, and patience is sometimes in short supply.  It is not that I am not able to be patient; I think I just want to know what I am supposed to do with my life.  And where I am supposed to do it.

And for that, I am impatient.

I am hoping to write the next book, but I can’t seem to get it going right now.  Instead, I really want to focus on the workshop for people that have lived a life trauma, and are trying to restart their life, with a new direction.   I am on a new direction, and I want others to feel that impact of life when you find a direction that makes sense.

Now if I can just make sure I can make sense of my own direction.

I hope that life is being kind to you all right now – I think with so many changes occurring in people’s lives we all need a little kindness.  Make sure you take your moment today, and to send some kindness in others directions.

4 thoughts on “Some Days I Just Don’t Know

  1. Nicole

    You don't need to figure it right now, just enjoy the moment and the experiences you have. That is also part of your story and an important one. People who listen to your story will find encouragement through your struggles and will know that every thing works out how God intended.

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